MissLoci

Dressing up in all manner of clothing with one common theme ....red tights!

Things are crazy and sometimes very destructive, the things we want are not always the things we need. I do wonder where this started to happen, why and how I have come to this part of my life and this situation I am in, I know deep down what I should do, but it is sometimes so hard to plunge yourself into more pain to escape pain....

...well I have just took a brave step and left a relationship that I hoped was going somewhere, that I believed meant something and that I am now sorely missing....

I guess all this 'being strong' is because, allthougth I have romantic dreams regarding my love, I know when something is amiss and it's very hard to lie to yourself. I love this man so much, but knowing that he doesn't love me or at least can't give me even the hint of a promise leaves me wounded and alone.

So I have called it a day, I want to be treasured, I want to be adored, I want to feel I am something special in someone's life... fuck it, he never was even the slightest bit interested in my art, photography or as I see it now... my true feelings!

If you fancy it, check out my profile on myspace:

www.myspace.com/abilovesyoumost

It's all not been very festive, feel like everything is in slow motion and not really feeling christmas yet... just feeling a bit mental, tired, confused, happy, sad and busy.

Can't wait for time off work to get on with doing some personal projects, looking forward and hoping for some snow....

Big kisses to everyone for festive season x x x